Wednesday, October 11, 2017

Teaching...

   If I'm going to be completely honest with you, teaching is freaking hard. I know for the most part this blog has focused on feel good moments and funny anecdotes. But. I've been rolling this around in my head for the past three or four days. It's so hard, guys. 
   There are these picture things going around on Facebook and Instagram about all the jobs that a teacher does during the day: educator, counselor, nurse, mediator, etc. And it's true. There are so many things going on at any given point that I frequently feel like I'm being pulled in twelve different directions. 
   It can be overwhelming, and it's for sure exhausting. Last week was homecoming, and I felt like I was nonstop all week, and I felt like my kids needed me even more than usual because there was so much going on in their world. 
   Now, I know I don't have to be that person for these kids. I know I could come in, open my door just before class, teach my classes, leave at 3:45, do my grading, and call it a day. But that's really not in my nature; for the most part, once I'm in, I'm all in. And these are my kids. I care about them. I'm invested in them. 
  And, sometimes it pays off. Sometimes it's a former student giving you a big hug at the homecoming game and talking about life with you. Sometimes it's a parent thanking you during conferences. Sometimes, it's just knowing that you're trying. 
   I don't like getting political. I don't like the news, I don't watch it if I can avoid it. But lately, it seems like there's so much teacher bashing going on, on social media, the news, sometimes in person, and I just wish that opponents of teachers--and they are opponents, really--could see what we try and do during the day. I'm not saying we're perfect, we're only human after all; and I'm not pretending that every teacher feels the way I do. I'm speaking for myself, and myself only. 
   Teaching is hard. But, I honestly, truly, 100%, couldn't imagine doing anything else with my life. 

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